I May Be Notorious For Being The Next Mamasan.....
But I'm happy to say I'm still very Conservative, knows the basic rules of my religion and still 100% Virgin physically (Haahaa....who in these days haven't had a wet dream which came NOT out of their choice? -__^ )
Why am I saying this?
Well, during the run of the LOTR Exhibition and among my LOTR Showhost peers, I'm notorious for being dirty minded, with my favourite question of "Do you want the Whip or the Handcuffs?". Zack and Krist kept calling me Ma'dam and tease me about wanting to be kinky and having a whole legion of Playboys and Girls, many underage under my wings. -__^ But in reality, I know that my religion Islam FORBID Adultery and IMHO, maintaining ones Virginity is the easiest thing to do as with Fasting in the Month of Ramaadan and staying away from Haram Food & Drinks like Beer.
Maybe it's my upbringing. Tho' I lack proper Islamic Education like others, I do listen to Religious Lectures on the radio (cause some times, it's just better to on the radio and listen to it as getting ready to go out or when bored) and read up here and there. My interest was most intense while in JC but it kinda put to dormant currently. BUT I still obey the simplest rules that are within my capability and mood. -__^
Anyhow, I discovered that someone not only did Adultery but also do it on a regular basis. @__@ Well, I'll close one eye if it's a non-Muslim doing it BUT I crig in pain when it is a Muslim doing it. How can the girl being so CHEAP and the guy being driven by his sexual drive all the time? Are you sure you both are in love in each other and not Puppy Love and marriage due to ample understanding and care for each other, rather than so you can legally have sex every night? =__=
Frankly, from what I read years ago, it's okay in Islam to Masturbate as it prevent us from doing Adultery. I know it isn't the same and I will probably get bombared with theories of love, giving in to ones desire blah blah blah BUT religion law is LAW just as we proclaim the "Dua Kali Mashahadat" and pledge ourselves as Muslim. Our religion is Islam, NOT selam (dive in without thinking). Heck, I rather repay what I didn't do as a Muslim in the future than having to ask for endless forgiveness from God for what terrible wrong I did like Adultery. @__@
You know what, when I'm ready to get married, I will DEMAND that my future husband be a 100% Virgin physically other than the usual able to obey rules in Islam, Moderator and able to lead me in life with us sharing the dominant role in life. -__^ The Star Wars, Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter, Matrix etc are another story altogether and that can be arranged. -__^
Sad when those who had been educated properly in their religion or had seen the Mighty Mecca City do worse things than those who aren't that fortunate yet or know where they stand currently in the eyes of God. We live once and we are animal but we are Animal that are of the highest intelligence and cultured.
Maybe that's why my family see no problem me having close friends who are guys or even bring them home to discuss projects cause they know I'm afterall still religious deep down. No way an outsider is gonna see the state of my room or my bed anyway. -__^
But I'm happy to say I'm still very Conservative, knows the basic rules of my religion and still 100% Virgin physically (Haahaa....who in these days haven't had a wet dream which came NOT out of their choice? -__^ )
Why am I saying this?
Well, during the run of the LOTR Exhibition and among my LOTR Showhost peers, I'm notorious for being dirty minded, with my favourite question of "Do you want the Whip or the Handcuffs?". Zack and Krist kept calling me Ma'dam and tease me about wanting to be kinky and having a whole legion of Playboys and Girls, many underage under my wings. -__^ But in reality, I know that my religion Islam FORBID Adultery and IMHO, maintaining ones Virginity is the easiest thing to do as with Fasting in the Month of Ramaadan and staying away from Haram Food & Drinks like Beer.
Maybe it's my upbringing. Tho' I lack proper Islamic Education like others, I do listen to Religious Lectures on the radio (cause some times, it's just better to on the radio and listen to it as getting ready to go out or when bored) and read up here and there. My interest was most intense while in JC but it kinda put to dormant currently. BUT I still obey the simplest rules that are within my capability and mood. -__^
Anyhow, I discovered that someone not only did Adultery but also do it on a regular basis. @__@ Well, I'll close one eye if it's a non-Muslim doing it BUT I crig in pain when it is a Muslim doing it. How can the girl being so CHEAP and the guy being driven by his sexual drive all the time? Are you sure you both are in love in each other and not Puppy Love and marriage due to ample understanding and care for each other, rather than so you can legally have sex every night? =__=
Frankly, from what I read years ago, it's okay in Islam to Masturbate as it prevent us from doing Adultery. I know it isn't the same and I will probably get bombared with theories of love, giving in to ones desire blah blah blah BUT religion law is LAW just as we proclaim the "Dua Kali Mashahadat" and pledge ourselves as Muslim. Our religion is Islam, NOT selam (dive in without thinking). Heck, I rather repay what I didn't do as a Muslim in the future than having to ask for endless forgiveness from God for what terrible wrong I did like Adultery. @__@
You know what, when I'm ready to get married, I will DEMAND that my future husband be a 100% Virgin physically other than the usual able to obey rules in Islam, Moderator and able to lead me in life with us sharing the dominant role in life. -__^ The Star Wars, Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter, Matrix etc are another story altogether and that can be arranged. -__^
Sad when those who had been educated properly in their religion or had seen the Mighty Mecca City do worse things than those who aren't that fortunate yet or know where they stand currently in the eyes of God. We live once and we are animal but we are Animal that are of the highest intelligence and cultured.
Maybe that's why my family see no problem me having close friends who are guys or even bring them home to discuss projects cause they know I'm afterall still religious deep down. No way an outsider is gonna see the state of my room or my bed anyway. -__^
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