I'm going into another rounds of Depression AGAIN. And today suppose to be an important day in my life; the time of my life and what am I doing? Mourning over my fates! I wish he hasn't shouted at me. Sick! Moron! What am I? A 10 year old kid who have no rights and no brain? Need me, find me. No need me, cast me away into the sea? I'm SICK OF IT!

I can't even decide if I SHOULD go to today's contest. So many things got screwed up and so many not fulfilled. I hate this environment! Why AM I LIKE THIS??? HOW CAN I GET OUT OF IT???

Hope I don't go around killing people after this. :-((